现在我慢慢地忘记了A。可能是因为少见面了，所以对她的欣赏也开始淡化了。老实说我觉可能我不是那么喜欢A, 只是非常欣赏她所以那么喜欢她。我觉得她是一个很有魅力的一个女生，常常你都会看到她带灿烂的笑容。以她的格性来说， 她也是一个勇敢而不怕矢败的人。虽然我对她的印像是非常好的， 可是我总觉得我们还是很熟，所以我现在对她的感觉可不算是喜欢。

你们知道我为何会很清楚的了解这吗？
那是应为B。
B是我一个很好的朋友， 认识她快要很多年了。在这几年，我喜欢上她无数次。可能是应为，多多少少认识了她这么旧，觉得她也很不错所以喜欢她吧。可是常常她会让我又喜欢又恨。明明说是朋友，可是常常我们就是靠得很近。她的举动有时候让我真的不知道我们是朋友还是？我有劲量的控制自己让自己觉得我们就是朋友而以。似乎我有一点恨她这些举动， 可是又很喜欢因为这一切就像一场梦， 甜甜的。有时候真的不想醒过来， 以旦醒了，我们就要回去原来的我们。总之，我觉得我对她的感觉是很难淡化下来的， 处非。。。我也不知道。我现在只想再见她一面。

我不要求多只想像现在这样子的照顾还有豆她开心至到她找到另一个男友。

haha, eh... hope u guys will like it.
My first attempt in recording, though there are a lot of mistakes in it..
I will work hard de, and hopefully i can perform infront of you guys.
Thanks for being so supportive to me all the times.

Chingay has ended. And there goes my happy times.
I definitely will miss chingay alot.
Miss the fun, laughters, and friends.
Wouldn't be able to meet those friends as much like before.
Can't really fool around during trainings anymore.
Couldn't see me being that happy and always having that big smile.
Ah... I really can't describe the feelings that i'm going through now.
I'm now listening to that 最长的电影...
and that makes my feeling very complicated
Not totally miss chingay, yet can't deny that fact.
Maybe, i'm hoping that the time can stop and give me another 2 minutes.
Just 2 minutes, and i will be satisfied.
Guess... really it's a moment that i would never forget for life.
The silly moments in chingay.
The crazy moments in chingay.
The tough moments in chingay.
Thank godness, i have joined chingay.
=)

I'm happy now, but i still feel emptiness in my heart.
What's wrong with me?
I should be satisfied with the life that i'm having now.
The emptiness makes me somehow lost my way of life.
I started to wonder, " what i really want in life?"
I'm learning the things i like, doing what i always want to do and enjoying my life.
What else that i'm not satisfied with?
Can anyone tell me or possibly guide me?
I'm already lost.