What a complicated feeling...
A person,who i like before, held my wrist while crossing the road.
When she held my wrist, i have the urge to throw away her hand.
My head was thinking, " im not a young boy, pls do not treat me as one".
On the other hand, i like this feeling. i always wish that i can hold her hand like holding my gf, though i know this is impossible. This can be the subsitute for that.
Nevermind, i will always remember this moment.
The way she holds me =)

Sorry for the late updates, i have been busying with my exam.
My exam is finishing, leaving with two more papers- physic and chem paper 1.
I know many of you, who are concerned about me, will ask "how was it?"
I can tell you that the result will not be as pleasing as i want it to be.
I know you guys will be quite disappointed with me, right? Well, I tried my best, and gave my best shot.
I struggled alot throughout the papers and frankly speaking, i cant finish some of the papers.
It was too tough, i think. Many questions required a lot of thinking process before you can start answering it.
But whatever the result is, i will accept it then.
I'm not borned clever anyway, and always i required to work harder than others.
I guess this is my fate. I gonna learn how to work ten times harder than others, push myself to the limit in order to excel.
Nevertheless, i guess that this lesson has taught me to be more hardworking and treasure every opportunity i get.
Argh, though this lesson is a expensive and cruel one.
hm, gonna sleep. back to camp.