Great thank to mavis, she woke my mind up.
I almost fell into the trap, whereby i began to doubt my ability.
If it wasn't her, i might have hesitated and withdrew the decision that i made to re-take my A level.
Mavis, if you see this entry, i must say " Thanks a lot, you have been a great friend!"

Hm, mavis.
What i can say about her?
A great friend who have been giving a lot of support and care to me.
Someone who i did not expect that would read my blog.
And of course, a pretty and a good singer.

Thank to gohozon, i got to know her.
I feel fortunate, i feel happy.
Nothing can describe how i feel.
I found her when i needed friends.
Well, that's it.


Regards,
Haoyi

Minutes ago, i was browsing through the songs in my computer.
I chose a song and quickly practiced it as there was not much time left.
But this made me realise that I have been doing this for the last few weeks.

To be frank, i always need to crack my head just to find a song that suits me.
It's either the range of the song is too wide or it is too tough to manage.
And because of this, i would sometimes doubt my ability and think, " am i improving? "
Of course, i wouldn't despair.
I still have unfulfilled dream need to be done: To perform in the big stage and compose my own song.

It takes time. I can't rush.
Step by step, i will reach the top and retrieve the valuable treasure.




Regards,
Haoyi

Right now, i should be burying my head under my mathematics book.
Yet i'm right in front of my computer, doing some other things.

You can say that i'm unable to concentrate with my work, aren't discipline enough to settle myself down and start bucking up with my study.
But i just feel that i should get some fresh air to make my brains work.

To be honest, it's hard for me to study.
I have forgotten most of the stuffs that i learnt during my jc life, and i am like trying to recall them from scratch.
Just imagine, looking at those numbers and symbols which make no sense to me, i almost have gone crazy.
It only kills my interest in studying my A level.

Isn't it tough? Need to endure such tortures and stress while i have to maintain a high level of interests for my study along the way.

Haha, on the other hand, i begins to love english.
English is a profound language, and it has a lot of ways to express one's feelings, attitudes, and tones.
I know i have problems writing prefect english. But i believe with the interest that i have for it, i can excel and will write even better english.

You think likewise?



New word for today:
Exacerbate: irritate or make worse


Haoyi
7th Mar'07