Hey guys,

i put in a serious thought to my future and decided that, in order to preclude myself from wasting my NS time, i would use this time to improve my english and singing and prepare myself for another round of A level.

I wouldn't cringle or hestitate again. I see many, who had landed into my state whereby either are stucked in between of choosing whether to go to poly or private University, chose an easy way out for themselves. It is due to the matter of fact that our results were either too bad or we have an average scoring, unable to get into local University.

Sometimes, i wonder why are we deprive from going to local University when we have actually tried our best to study and scored somehow an acceptable result, like how the government have encouraged students to further their studies.

Is it because everything is predestinated? Like how the people always love to say, " What's not belong to you wouldn't belong to you in the end?"

You could say i'm adamant or unwilling to follow my fate. But well, i believe this is an obstacle or a turn in my life prepared by god. If i could overcome this, i would grow to a stronger person in return, and no longer be the old haoyi whom i used to be - a person with a slight determination and confidence, always hide at one corner when come to facing problem.

Ya, i think it's time for me to end my blogging session today.

I would like to end my session with word of saying by a buddist philopher daisaku ikeda:

"The important thing is to take that first step. Bravely overcoming one small fear gives you the courage to take on the next. "




Regards,
Haoyi