goosh. Looking through other people's blogs, i begin to feel that my standard of english is definitely weaker than them. From the way i write and structure my sentences, it is explicit enough that i do not know how to express my thoughts in a "simpler and nicer" sentences. I always hope to write as fluent as i can, as nicely structure as i can. Yet, when i try to do so, it seems to be out of my reach. The way i write and the way i express myself have not been improving not to say my articulation too. Sadly, i'm deprive to be like them- those who are able to write as freely as they can, expressing themselves in a stylish way. Is it because i do not read enough? or ?? I want an answer. But i still can't figure out myself. I really wish i can write like them and speak like them. No one to blame but myself. I think i will end here. I have to study for my block test.
A new phrase to know: joie de vivre
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Jealous
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Sian. she today never reply my sms. i really wan her to sms me.sobsobx~i wanna know her more sia. but it seems like..chance is slim. eh dun think i really wan to woo her ah. i know my standard. i cant yearn for such a pretty gf de. but i definitely still can know her more and make her to be my best and true friend bah? Weird right. i only know her recently and then now i want to be good friend with her. I also dont know what am i doing. Everynow and then, i will be checking my fone and see whether did she reply me back. and i always got back other friends's sms. ha.yesterday im still smsing with her quite okay okay de.but then now..hai.
ya.she isnt the type of girl i have been imagining of. She makes me feel she's one of those who has her own thinkings and dun wan pple to interfere with her life. She isnt as angelic as i thought her as. Maybe i have over-imagining her that caused me to see her as so angelic. i know you guys out there must be now thinking i definitely like her. Even if that's so, am i worth a girl to like? am i up to standard? am i able to satisfy a girl's needs? am i ready to give everything that i own now to her? Can i be a wonderful bf? The answers to all that is no.
Definitely it is "no". So what's the point of wooing a girl right now even if i feel abit interested with her??ha.dun wan to sae le. end.