Monday, November 15, 2004, 4:25 PM
ya, again i'm back.
This time round i would like to say about my failure.
I actually just talk with my good friend, felicia. and it happened that she made me realise one thing. And this thing is the problem which led to all my failure---lack of confidence.
I guess everyone knows that i'm a guy who lacks of courage and confidence. In the field of either love or study, i'm always like that. I never have the courage to face a relationship in a serious manner or really have the courage to speak infront a group of people during my lessons. The worst thing is that i never thought of this problem before. I always thought it might because of difference in character which leads to the failure of my relationship. And also, i thought it was because i was nervous which made me dare not speak infront of large group of people. But, i'm totally wrong'!
It was so stupid of me thinking that way. I should have started to do something about it rather than finding other reasons. Aargghh.. nevermind, i think i should start to have more confidence in myself before things get worse. Or else, one day i will feel very regretful of what i have done in the past!
i think i end here. Anyway, 2 days more, i will receive my promotional results. I think i might retain. Ah! Again so lack of confidence! Change~ i think i will pass with flying colours~ ahahxlolx.
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