Ya.Again, i come to blog. I seem want to tell about some things which have kept in my heart for quite long. I want to unravel my "xin jie".I know it is not a right time to think about it. I just have the urge to write it on the blog, so i hope those who saw it please do not ask me about it or tell anyone about it. This is something personal.
Okayz. Let's start.
It has been a long time eversince i have liked a girl. The last girl i liked might be the girl named kuanshyuan. Even though it is a unsuccessful attempt, i'm not sad at all. At least, i tried and tried and tried. Weird enough, i do not understand why i like her. And i just like her in this "blur blur" manner for three years. Maybe it's the days i spent with her that make me like her for so long. It have been a sweet times being with her studying, teaching, playing and also chatting. I could always remember the first smile she smiled when we were in a Maths teacher house playing table tennis. I could also still remember the first time she asked me to go to library teach her maths. All these sweet memories with her i think i will not forget about it. My heart has been so reluctant to forget about it. Now, she's in polytechnic while i'm in junior college. I might not be able to see her again but i still always concern about her. I sometimes might think "Am i being foolish or being a faithful guy? "And when i thought about that my answer will be "I'm foolish" It is because she also do not like me, so what the point of liking her. Knowing my answer, i'm certain to forget about her. However, it seems so hard to do so.
Haiz.
I now just hope time will cure everything --cure my "miss" about her and get her off my heart.
Now,
I know my heart seems to be accepting some girls. But ah... I think i will leave it on the next blog and i will say more about the girl who i'm accepting ba.
I think it is time for me to go and to have a nice sleep le.
bye